Friday, May 15, 2009

I DESERVES more!

okeyyy..
hari neyh result utk s.ship MARA dah kuar.

tahniah rakan2 y BERJAYA!

dan

jgn SEDIH rakn2 y x berjaya.



dun worry guys..
kite ade byk peluang lagi (nk sedap kn hati aku sendri gak)


go go!!

*tambahkn spirit dlm dada* :)


slpas kuar nyer result JPA hari tuh..

'dayah, ***** dpt o.sea!'
'**** pown samer!'
'aku pown dpt o.sea gak!'

happy for you guys!

mereka (dlm conversation y b'lainan)
'ko cm ne dayah?'

'ermm, aku dpt JPA local punyer s.ship tp kt IPTS. tp aku tolak'

'naper tolak'

jwpn aku,
'entah, tetiber aku x mo jadik doctor (mmg pown, aku pown x tau).. lg pown kt IPTS'

mrk
'oooo....'

muler2 mmg x de perasaan, aku mmg x kesah!
tp pastu aku dgr ramai giler pegi o.sea..

aku mule rs AMAT JELES!

ye la.. aku.. dpt straight a jugak. tp x dpt oversea. dpt UM.

UM.. *sigh*

otak aku y ungrateful neyh kate,
'x straight A pown boleyh masuk UM..'
'so, ape y special nyer lagi'

sesiape jgn terasa
y tuh otak aku y jahat ckp


tp, family sume kater

'eyh UM? ok la tuh.. universiti top tuh~~'

yeah~ wtvr.. -__-

sorry everyone,

aku bukn nk jdk ungrateful person tp.. aku rase aku deserve more than this!


entah la.. kalo dpt pown, aku x rase aku akn pegi.

tp.. kalo dpt aku pasti akn rasa bangga. family aku pon akn happy!

mesti korang ckp cm neyh kn..
'eleyh da dpt JPA x nk amek, pastu nk y o.sea lak..'

aku x kesa ape korang nk pikir.. sbb ni cume luahan perasaan aku.

'Ya Allah.. ampunkn aku kerana tidak bersyukur dgn ketentuan-Mu'

14 comments:

hana said...

hey darling, mana-mana kita belajar pun and everybody will end up as a person. Tuhan tak judge by how far kita boleh bawak study kita. As long as kita menuntut ilmu, boleh la.

Duduk Malaysia untuk asasi doesn't mean you can't go further next time :)

nisa' said...

kita tengok siapa yang berjaya gila2 nanti tuh yang special nya yang oi!

nabilahidayah said...

mekasih kwn2!! luv u guys!

Keroro Rusilful said...

jgn la cmni kk dayahhh
erm mnkin lps nihh akk dpt offer yg lagi best nyerr
so dun worry blja kt mne2 pon oriteee

nabilahidayah said...

hope so..


ok2~ dayh! semangat2~ live your life to the max!

nikaqilah said...

dayah!
after asasi kt um pn im sure they send student to oversea,
you can do it dayah!!

nabilahidayah said...

aku bukn nk pegi o.sea~

i just... JEALOUS!

Nurul Nadhrah binti Zainal said...

dont be jealous babe! youll get over it! it would just take some time. thats what i needed! :)

::ayn:: said...

IPTS tu dapat mana?

nabilahidayah said...

wowo: yeah~ i think i might need some time to just let it go.. let it go with the wind..

kak ayin: entah, die x state pon. die just ckp berjaya IPTS. dats all~

killallarjunas said...

takpe dayah. it's good for you to be jealous. but jadikan jealousy tu something yg positive. jadikan bnde tu as a benchmark to be the best in whatever you'll do after this. aku pun jealous jugak. dpt bende lain plak yg aku pun tak jangka. tapi Allah knows better than we do. if we think we deserve better, tp Allah lagi tahu apa yang kita deserve. don;t worry ok. ukhwah fillah abadan abada. kat mane kita belajar won't change how we look upon our friendship. ape yang penting.. ilmu di dada

nabilahidayah said...

btol gak tuh zuhri.. ok2, from now on... i will think more positive on QADA' & QADAR ALLAH.. zuhri, u r more matured than me.

Put this inside ur head nabila hidayah:

Allah knows better.
I'm just his slave.

thanks for bring me back to His 'way', my dear friends!

Anonymous said...

dayah,
do istikharah
better 2 proceed your study

nabilahidayah said...

i'll do istikharah, Insyaallah